Early to apprehend, Lately to disillusion

I am early to apprehend, lately to disillusion. Although I had already known that I am a senior 3 student, I still spend plenty of time on entertainments. How come? I don’t know the reason. Maybe I think that senior 3 is easy to face. However, it’s not true. I asked myself for many times. Why I come to my sense so late? I decided that no matter how exhaust, I must even more hard-working than before. Otherwise, I can’t achieve my ideal. Beijing Normal University, I am coming! Please wait for me! I am bound to get a place in it. It’s all of my future.